[About Me]

the rambling teenage girl

[22 wishes]

i am 22 after all

Assalamualaikum dearies,


I hate myself for being lazy.

I screwed up when I failed, I never knew it was this hard.

Failure is like hell, the worldly hell.

I've been failed before but this so hurt.

I didn't sure know whether its my pride who's in pain or my soul.

























I stop the tears.

I immediately laughed in front of my buddies.

I cooked with happy smile, when it cried inside.

I took bath with no loud shower to cover up my cries.

I puzzled.

Some says that this is for God to pull me close to Him back when I've gone too far.

Or because, my sins are overloaded.

T_T

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Assalamualaikum wrb dear reader,

Whenever I feel sad, the feeling of pouring those sadness in this blog is mountaining up high but after I write 'salaam', they immediately, gone. 'Salaam' mean to pray for others peaceful and indirectly it calm me down. Subhanallah.

Just like in the novels and movies, I was like one of those who wants to have bestfriend-bonding with my sister. Gossiping, shopping, learning, and do girls stuffs together.

But seems now she has be dragged far away from me, from day to days. When I tell her what is right and what is wrong, she calls me an angry nanny.

I was trying so hard to build the bond.

Now whatever I did is disgusting to her.

That boy who turn her to this. Honestly I hate you, boy. You take her from me.

Now I've never been so important to her. That boy is everything to her.

Sometimes there is devil whispering to my ears, "let her. Let her damage herself. She not love you anymore. She is only breaking your hearts. Let her.."


Yeah, I'm the crying sister.

T_T

Till then, take care..

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Assalamualaikum wrb dear readers,

Lately I've been searching the products for skin exfoliation yet now still can't decide which
is good. Neutrogena had been in my mind, and my shopping list too. *cheeky*

However I love natural product more than the cosmetics out there. Pouring too much chemicals on your body would damage it too in later time. Huuu

For the time being, I used green tea extract as moisturizer. The steps are so simple and easy. The effects are superb too. ;)

And for the natural skin exfoliating, you just need a small teaspoon of sea salt, then mix it with olive oil. After that, massage it gently on your face to remove dirt, dead cells and also it helps to enrich the healthier layers of skin.

^^

Lets have a try!

Till then, take care.

xoxo


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Assalamualaikum wrb,

Seems like i had forgotten that i own a blog. haha

okay now i'm having a writer-block. there's a lot lingering in my minds yet i could not take them out. sooo sad..

alright, i'll write again later. hehe

take care!

xo


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