[About Me]

the rambling teenage girl

[22 wishes]

i am 22 after all

Assalamu'alaikum wrb,



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Assalamu'alaikum wrb,

I don't know why everyone seems so hurt recently, I mean so recent, today and yesterday. Those peoples that I care..just be strong okay. The tests from Allah come in many ways.. I have had enough and I know how hard to be strong. Your tears will be the proofs of your faith..ameen


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Assalamu'alaikum wrb,

Hi :)

Now, we are facing rainy season here. Almost everyday we had to go through the rain to get home and it is kind of cute seeing all of us carrying an umbrella each for every morning, with many colors and patterns on it. Mine is blue, sea blue. I don't really likes blue. I chose it because the other color is so striking. hehe

Last week, I came back home alone in the 'angkot'. Of course we need to get in the crowd along the way home. Peoples are getting in and out. As usual, raining is like a magical spell on us to make us lost in the minds, or is it me only? :P

While the 'angkot' surfed on the road, I suddenly felt weird when some primary school students got into the 'angkot' and excitedly gossiping in their language. The atmosphere was so naturally bliss, with the cool breeze and the friendship holding among them. I was secretly smiling -so do now. :)

You know what, sometimes I feel that those peoples are talking about me but I can't understand at all. Yeah, what you -if you are not Malay, would feel when seeing a girl in baju kurung which is the long dress of floral cotton and the same pattern of skirt with the similar color of scarfs? It must be like, 'whoah who is she?'. Haha.

Previously, I don't have the luck to feel all that since I stayed in the hostel. Here is the first time I got my own umbrella. Okay you can throw a laugh to me. :P

On the other day, I was going back home too when I saw a girl with her mom walking by the road and they are chit-chatting and they are laughing! Then I realized that I would be the most lucky person on earth to have that chance, I really miss my family now. But its okay because I would be going home for Christmas Holiday, Insha Allah :)

Eventhough it just a week holiday, I think it is sufficient enough for me :)

Haaa, there was another day when I saw a mommy cat and her kitten in front of my house. The mommy is called Pam, derivatives from Pamela. Haha..she is that hot but I don't know the kitten's name. hee They dragged my attention till makes me smiled alone, ops, not alone..I smiled with those cats :P haha..

The mommy wants to lick on the kitten's head but the baby cat is moving then the mommy hold the neck with her front hand. That's soo cute :D

I think I need to stop now since I have homework to do..pity me. Haha..

Goodbye dear you :)
 Assalamu'alaikum wrb..


ps: while registering this blog, I intended to write in bahasa..but now I think I will mix it up -bahasa and english. hee so, just stay tune! ;)



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Assalamualaikum,

1. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

2. Don't have negative thoughts of things you cannot control. Instead invest
your energy in the positive present moment.

3. Don't take yourself so seriously; no one else does.

4. Don't waste your precious energy and time on gossip.

5. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

6. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind people of their mistakes
of the past. That will ruin their present happiness.

7. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.

8. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.

9. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn.
Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away
but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.

10. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

11. Each day give something good to others.

13. Forgive everyone for everything -- hoping to be forgiven by Allah.

14. What other people think of you is none of your business,
just do the right things.

15. Put Allah first in anything and everything that you think, say and do.

16. The best is yet to come -- Paradise!-- strive for it.

17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.

18. If you know Allah you will always be happy. So, know Him and be happy.

19. The hardship of obedience disappears and its reward remains.

20. The pleasure of sins disappears and its punishment remains.

By Imam Ibn Qayyim Al-Jawziyyah.

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Assalamualaikum,

I just got my result on last Wednesday, the result of cardiovascular-respiratory system. It was kinda saddest thing ever happened to me. I cried and wondered, so much -still thinking after woke up on the next morning. That is not the very me. Seriously.

I know my ability just average, as the result came out. Its the saddest when I being the lowest among my closest. Before this, I am always get the best, or at least in the middle. This the first time, and suddenly I argued -inside my mind of course, why wouldn't be her and her? They always been the best, the well known and the most famous. They said they afraid of being the best, but for the sake of honesty, do they know the feeling of being unlucky?

Hatred filled the atmosphere.

Yes, I'm being jealous. I don't happy of what my dears got.

Allah's planning is so beautiful and great. The day after is Ma'al Hijrah. Its the day of when our prophet, Muhammad peace be upon him initiated the 'hijrah' to other city -Madinah.

So, here, we have been invited to go to the forum held by the Student Council.

As the talk goes and bla bla bla..

*flipped the notes*

I got seated on the back -its really BACK, last line in the back.

What most absorbed by my ugly and dirty heart is the friendship. How wise should us select a good friends to get to know Islam better and we are allowed to leave the friends that are not 'useful' for reaching The Paradise. That thingys slapped on my face. My complexion turns red, maybe.

Am I a good friend? A nice sister?

Poor me! :(

The best friendship should never been like mine -the jealousy and etc.

The result is another thing. I suddenly argued my Allah, so bad of me. :(

Allah has give me a lots of gifts in reaching this second -even while writing this post.

I am suddenly become greedy and unconsciously blame The Creator. Please forgive me Ya Allah.. :'(

Today, I just attended a ta'lim which opened my eyes wider -my heart too. Thanks Allah for letting me to come into Your love again..

I realize that all this is to teach me one important lesson, whatever comes in the future, it should makes me closer to Him. Its Him who planned, and His planned is the best for me. I don't wanna let all the chances to return to Him being wasted. All things come from Him and I should return to Him..

I am now renewing the 'nawaitu'.. Everyone should do the same too.

:)




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Assalamualaikum,

Sahabat,
Maafkan aku untuk hati yg penuh noda ini..

Jika aku gagal membawamu mengenal Ilahi,
Tinggalkan diriku,
Jauhi aku,
Jangan biarkan aku mengheretmu ke lembah yg lebih gelap..

:(



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Assalamualaikum,

Israel laknatullah memilih utk menyerang Gaza pada tanggal 1 Muharram. Seluruh umat Islam terpukul, kerana saudara seakidah sedang menahan derita.. Apakah itu iman namanya?



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Assalamualaikum,

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